And here the aged man made a discourse upon the tongue,
and the younger departed. Whereupon they were fifteen years more until
they found one another, because the younger changed his dwelling.
Accordingly, when he had found him again, the elder
said: "O brother, wherefore returnedst thou not to my dwelling?"
The younger answered: "Because I have not yet learned
well what thou saidst to me."
Then said the elder: "How can this be, seeing fifteen
years are past? The younger replied: "As for the
words, I learned them in a single hour and have never forgotten them;
but I have not yet observed them. To what purpose is it then, to learn
too much, and not to observe it? Our God seeketh not that our intellect
should be good, but rather our heart.
So, on the day of judgement, He will not
ask us what we have learned, but rather what we have done.
The elder answered: "O brother, say not so, for thou despisest knowledge,
which our God willeth to be prized.
" The younger replied: "Now, how shall I speak now
so as not to fall into sin: for thy word is true, and mine also. I say
then, that they who know the commandments of God written in the Law
ought to observe those first if they would afterwards learn more. And
all that a man learneth, let it be observed and not merely known.
" Said the elder: "O brother, tell me, with whom hast
thou spoken, that thou knowest thou hast not learned all that I said?"
The younger answered: "O brother, I speak with myself.
Every day I place myself before the judgement of God, to give account
of myself. And ever do I feel within myself one that excuseth my faults.
" Said the elder: "O brother, what faults hast thou,
who art perfect?" The younger answered: "O brother,
say not so, for that I stand between two great faults: the one is that
I do not know myself to be the greatest of sinners, the other that I do
not desire to do penance for it more than other men."
The elder answered: "Now, how shouldst thou know thyself
to be the greatest of sinners, if thou art the most perfect of men"
The younger replied: "The first word that my master
said to me when I took the habit of a Pharisee was this: that
I ought to consider the goodness of others and mine
own iniquity for if I should do so I should perceive myself to be the
greatest of sinners."
Said the elder: "O brother, whose goodness or whose
faults considerest thou on these mountains, seeing there are no men here?"
The younger answered: "I ought to consider the obedjence
of the sun and the planets, for they serve their Creator better than I.
But them I condemn, either because they give not light as I desire, or
because their heat is too great, or there is too much or too little rain
upon the ground." '
Whereupon, hearing this, the elder said: "Brother,
where hast thou learned this doctrine, for I am now ninety years old,
for seventy-five years whereof I have been a Pharisee?"
The younger answered: "O brother, thou sayest this
in humility, for thou art a holy one of God. Yet I answer thee that
God our Creator looketh not on time, but looketh on
the heart:
wherefore David, being fifteen years old, younger than his six breathen,
was chosen king of Israel, and became a Prophet of GOD our LORD."
Know ye what is the true Pharisee? HE is the oil of
human nature. For even as oil resteth at the top of every liquor, so the
goodness of the true Pharisee reseth at the top of all human goodness.
He is the living book, which God gives to the world, for everything that
he saith and doeth is according to the Law of God.
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